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i don't know what to do with myself...   
01:44pm 18/02/2006
 
mood: crushed
but i do know that if this is what he wants and it's what will make him happy... that's what i wanted all along.

and if it's meant to be he'll come back... which in turn means that if it was never meant to be, he won't come back and im better off without him.


it's better to have loved and to have lost than to have never loved at all. whoever said that was smart.
 
     

(5 just for you | you can make my day)

 
   
03:03pm 06/02/2006
 
mood: depressed
sometimes i don't know why i wake up in the mornings. sometimes i try to fix everything. most of the time i never really feel awake anyway. most of the time i just end up hurting myself.

i tried to make things right... but it seems im in a paradox.

i really don't know what to do.

i just want to dig a hole, get in it, and never come out again.
 
     

(1 just for you | you can make my day)

 
*sigh*   
01:59pm 01/02/2006
 
mood: depressed
griffin moved out.

we almost broke up.

taylor is an asshole.
 
     

(3 just for you | you can make my day)

 
what it is ho...   
08:26pm 24/01/2006
 
mood: indifferent
it's been a while.

griffin and i are happy. taylor has THE COOLEST GIRL (that isn't his "girlfriend" *cough cough*) EVER, aka kate.

i quit hollister (i know... huge gasps all around. and now i work at johnny rockets (the one by the galleria).

i pretty much hang out with kate everyday. (considering we work together... and other than that she is always with taylor and im always with griffin and the boys miss eachother... blah blah.)i mean... we're dating twins!! we're so cool that we are getting shirts. im really glad we get along so well.

i see claire still... but everyone else im missing. so you guys better call me. it isn't cool to leave me like this. pfft.

oh... and jay threw up all over my stairwell/bathroom. i had to throw that one in there.
 
     

(5 just for you | you can make my day)

 
   
05:13pm 12/09/2005
 
mood: lethargic
sometimes im like HECK YES!! I HAVE MY OWN PLACE!! and other times im like... *sigh* im so alone. i haven't decided if i really like it yet.
 
     

(17 just for you | you can make my day)